Hello there !
I just received and read the WHH Workbook by Paula Courteau. I recommend it to everyone, as it is such a simple and clear explanation of the techniques and its subtelties ! It made things clearer for me
However, I still have a lot of difficulty to work alone on myself. When trying to access traumas to heal, it seems I just never get there, and stall. I do not mean the healing stalls, I mean I don't seem to access negative emotion at all.
This is frustrating, because I have the feeling of depending on a therapist. Working with a therapist is fine, but I'd like to work myself between the sessions, to fasten and enhance the work.
The problem is :
- It is hard to access a negative emotion most of the time
- Working alone, I got no imagery at all
- Working alone, I seem unable to regress
- When feeling something negative, it is generally so mild and light that I am not sure I am really targetting stuff
- I get easily distracted / discouraged
It worked on this using WHH as well as regular EFT, and the psychological inversion correction, but it doesn't lead me anywhere.
To give more insights, I acquired thoses peak states and strucural repairs with my therapist :
- Time loops correction
- Column of Self correction
- Tribal Block / Silent Mind
- Brain Merge / Inner Peace
- Seeing the Life Path ability
And I am currently working on the Being on Track / Euphoria state, using the Life path clearing.
So, do you have any insight, tricks or ideas on what I could do to work alone and heal traumas more consistently ?
Thanks !
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Looking forward..
They all add a piece to the puzzle.
Nemi : My therapist was training this summer, but I am going to talk to her about it soon.
Rob : The Time Loops repair was done from distance, so I didn't participate in its healing. Same for the Column of Self. The changes are so subtle, and you rapidly get used to them, that it is hard to notice any difference. Hopefully I wasn't so dysfunctionnal at first !
Both of you give a wise word I think with not trying too hard and letting Gaïa do the healing. This is one of the hard things with WHH, as you never know how much time this is going to take to heal something. So patience and perseverance I guess
However, I had a very reassuring experience when I heal a big reaction some days ago.
I was lying on my bed, ready to fall asleep, but I managed to stay in this altered state of consciousness there is just before sleep (almost like hypnosis) when resistances fall apart.
I successfully regress to 6-years-old memory, then just-after-birth memory, and then pre-birth (placental separation, before its death), and then even further at a time just before conception.
I was feeling like the sperm, surrounded by fellow sperms being destroyed as we were trying to reach the egg. It first appeared as a big white temple, before the image change to the egg.
So this is my official first time regression on my own
However, I am not sure yet if I can do this in normal state of consciousness.
@ Sven : thanks for the invitation to chat on skype. I'll be glad to do so ! Where are you in the world (I'm in France).
So lets have a chat. Just add me on skype, my name there is anarchist912. Ah, and im in Germany.