I cannot quite recall where but i am sure that i read in one of the volumes that the Heart Brain "thinks" in terms of visual images.
When i was younger i had an almost photographic memory. The sort of memory where one could go back in time and recall a room with all the objects etc.
For the last five or six years i've had huge problems with my working memory, pariculary the sort of visual memory i used to rely on. I also have problems with perceiving time, and basically organising myself that involves any kind of planning. Im sure that the Heart Brain was also responsible for our perception of time too, but i could be corrected.
A few years back whilst playing around with a heart math technique (the technique involves focusing on the heart area whilst recalling positive memories) and loving unconditionally my symptoms, all of my symptoms reversed. I had once again the vivid inner visual memory. I could close my eyes and picure and vision what i had recently seen.
When i try to use the technique again ie the loving technique, it seems harder to do somehow. And also some sadness always comes up. This sadness is almost a giving up type energy, a sort of fatalistic type feeling, that nothing will ever be the same again.
I've worked with this issue a few times with a few of you guys, for which i am grateful, but every time i approach this, i back off and don't know why. Is this the trauma talking?
Im not sure what i am asking here, i just thought id put it out there again.
How should i proceed with this? Should i chip away at the sadness feelings?